1. |
All This Time
03:40
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Lately
Thinkin’ ‘bout the things you taught me
Maybe
I could let this go but I’m so
Shaky
You could never see the things that
Break me
You would never know
All that you said, it’s all in my head
And if you saw me
I swear you’d be so proud
What this is to me
I could not control
It’s everything I bleed
It’s rooted in my soul
To take it out would break me down
All this time I never let myself off
Thinking that I should’ve never walked away
If only we were back in that damn house
I’d tell you this
I wouldn’t miss
Another chance
I can’t let you down again
All that you said, it’s all in my head
And if you saw me
I swear you’d be so proud
What this is to me
I could not control
It’s everything I bleed
It’s rooted in my soul
To take it out would break me down
We
Don’t choose
To go
Life takes what it wants and
I know
You’re gone
But I can’t let you leave me
and you
alone
Inside that head but screaming
It had
To end
But I still need you near me
I know you’re gone
But I still need you near me
I know you’re gone
All that you said, it’s all in my head
And if you saw me
I swear you’d be so proud
What this is to me
I could not control
It’s everything I bleed
It’s rooted in my soul
To take it out would break me down
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2. |
I Don't Owe You
03:15
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Hello
No ones there to greet me.
Lately I’ve been thinking
Thoughts no one should have
So
Where is it you need me?
I’ve lost myself completely
It’s getting really bad
You’re pushin me
Where do you get off?
Talking like you know me
Only you
Could ever sink that low
You’re never gonna own me
I don’t owe you
I know
It’s not the way you see me
Or how he likes to treat me
That keeps me up at night
Although
The words you say are empty
I still find myself thinking
That nothing is alright
You’re pushin me
Where do you get off?
Talking like you know me
Only you
Could ever sink that low
You’re never gonna own me
I don’t owe you
Desperation’s calling me
Pulling on me
I could disappear
Would you even care?
I could disappear
Would you even care?
Where do you get off?
Talking like you know me
Only you
Could ever sink that low
You’re never gonna own me
I don’t owe you
Where do you get off?
Talking like you know me
Only you
Could ever sink that low
You’re never gonna own me
I don’t owe you
I don’t owe you
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3. |
Nostalgia
03:14
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It’s got me feeling nostalgic
And I hate this
overwhelming sense of regret
It doesn’t have to be tragic
But I guess that
I sing about what makes me sad and lonely
Nothing here can wake me up
I just stand here feeling stuck
Give me something to cling to
And I’ll hold it
Wishin’ I could feel it again
Is this something you need too?
To get by
It’s easier to sing the blues than deal with
All this pain
The world hits back so hard
And It takes time to heal
To cover up these scars
It’s the worst
Can you feel it taking over?
As the walls keep getting closer
It’s been more than a minute
This must be my limit
Catching up and falling down
Oh I hate this fucking sound
It’s been more than a minute
I’m still stuck here
It doesn’t end like this always
But the feelings
Sometimes they don’t fade
It takes everything to say
What you mean
So you keep it inside where no one hears you
Screaming loud
But not making a sound
Beaten down
At least I’ve got the ground
It’s the worst
Can you feel it taking over?
As the walls keep getting closer
It’s been more than a minute
This must be my limit
Catching up and falling down
Oh I hate this fucking sound
It’s been more than a minute
I’m still stuck here
While the time keeps moving so damn fast
And now you’re thinking how can all this last
Or that maybe you can slow it down
It’s the worst
Can you feel it taking over?
As the walls keep getting closer
It’s been more than a minute
This must be my limit
Catching up and falling down
Oh I hate this fucking sound
It’s been more than a minute
I’m still stuck here
I’m still stuck here
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4. |
Sleep
03:56
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I’ve been having trouble sleeping
And I can’t function in the day
It’s just that I’ve been lacking reasons
No, I don’t think that I’m okay
If you could give me just a moment
I never asked but I could use some of your time
I’ll tell you how I got to thinkin’
It’s 3am
God damn it
Again
I just can’t turn off this brain tonight
Does your mind take journeys while your eyes stay wide awake?
Does your body heave and shake?
And do you think about how life just takes and takes?
While the medicine just tames your dreams
It doesn’t boost your self esteem
And you think to yourself
Why can’t I get some?
And you could say that I’ve been sleeping
Alone
if you can call that sleeping
I don’t
I’ve been thinking of things I don’t believe in
I’ve been stuck in my head
It’s 3am
I’m tired
Again
I just can’t turn off this brain tonight
Does your mind take journeys while your eyes stay wide awake?
And does your body heave and shake?
And do you think about how life just takes and takes?
While the medicine just tames your dreams
It doesn’t boost your self esteem
And you think to yourself
Why can’t I get some?
It’s 3 am
God damn it
Again
And I
Still can’t fucking sleep
Does your mind take journeys while your eyes stay wide awake?
And does your body heave and shake?
And do you think about how life just takes and takes?
While the medicine just tames your dreams
It doesn’t boost your self esteem
And you think to yourself
Why can’t I get some sleep?
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5. |
F.M.B.
04:06
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Fuck my brain
These thoughts they collide, they can’t pick a lane
The time that it takes to accelerate
Past the wreckage
With this baggage
It’s getting late
In my brain
Confused and distracted is common place
The signals get crossed in the worst of ways
in this traffic
I start to panic
What a waste
Such a pretty waste of all the time I spend inside
I know it’s not the way you might design
everything keeps changing but I don’t feel like I can
fuck I hate this feeling, and I feel it, all the time
Fuck my brain
Shifting through gears is a pain these days
Letting you down is my default state
I hate it
but I can’t keep my head straight
Such a pretty waste of all the time I spend inside
I know it’s not the way you might design
everything keeps changing but I don’t feel like I can
fuck I hate this feeling, and I feel it, all the time
And I’m not sure I can say this face to face
the things I hold, the things I hold will break me someday I
I hope to figure all this out
In my brain
things don’t pan out and I hit a wall
I overreact and then worst of all
It don’t feel right until I see you again
Such a fucking waste of all the time I spend inside
I know it’s not the way you might design
everything keeps changing but I don’t feel like I can
fuck I hate this feeling, and I feel it,
Yes I feel it, I fucking feel it, all the time.
And I feel I fucking it feel it all the time
Yes I feel l fucking it feel it all the time
And I feel it, I feel it, all the time
I feel it all the time
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